I have decided I am going to try the carnivore diet. It is going to be very hard to discipline myself but I am going to try. I am not cutting out diary though, or yoghurt with its tiny bit of sugar. I am following Carnivore Aurelius as my guide and he wants a public declaration of my intent so here it is. 9:33am on a Tuesday morning August 11th 2020. Why am I doing this diet, because I weigh almost 250lbs and want to weigh 180lbs again. I have shrunk, I used to be 5'10" now I am 5'8" or thereabouts.
It's Sheri's birthday in two days. She will be 54, I will be 53 this year.
Barb told me the other day I don't smile. She said it a few times to get the message across that I don't smile. I smile when I'm talking to other people and when I turn away I drop the smile from my face. I am sad. I'm sad I lost my angel Sheri. I'm sad I destroyed her love for me thinking it was the best thing for her. I had a warped alcoholic mind in those days.
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