I'm still alive, sorry for lack of updates this last month, lot going on.
Sheri is still speaking to me and showing increasing signs of care. Still to this day I have no energy for anyone else, I only have love for her. I remember all the reasons I got rid of her and all the outcomes, they have all come true. It's freaky. The main part was I would stop drinking, that was the number one reason I dumped her and yet I am still drinking. I told myself I needed to not have her around so I would stop drinking, yet I still drink. Lexis dumped me for the second time because I was still drinking. I still love Lexis and I pine after her, but nothing like Sheri.
