Just great, my beautiful dog, Banya, died this morning at about 7:30am. He is still lying out there in the yard, eyes open, waiting for me to come and do something with him. Nobodies coming, I have to take care of him myself.
So in the space of two days I lost my ex-wife as a friend, somehow, and my devoted dog, Banya. Now I have no one, other than my mother and father I suppose, my immediate family. That sucks. Trying to get another dog right now but still. Max is not here, he is staying at Felix's house so can't talk to him. Am scrambling thinking what to do about Sheri, what can I do? I can't do anything that will hurt her. I suppose I am free to talk about what she told me in our conversations since she has cut me off so what difference does it make now? I'm not going to do that yet though, will have to think about what to do next.
This is so sad and so disappointing, I thought she and I were making real progress towards reconciliation.
