September 29th 2022 - Bad News...

This is why the new site is needed!  So fans can find their favorite stars and performers!

September 29th 2022 - Spent last two days trying to move hosts - WildWestDomains

First it was my fault, not having access to an email account, now I can't change name servers to new a host :\ 

Hopefully this gets resolved today

September 27th 2022 - We are moving!

We are moving hosts.  Bought host in the Netherlands that looks good, should start coming together soon.  

Stay tuned.

September 27th 2022 - The dark side of the porn industry

My blog is a warning to everyone in the adult entertainment industry. 

You can be exposed to the world and made to suffer unspeakable horror and fear.  Just ask my ex-wife. 

She needs to tell me more about it, she hasn't told me much other than getting phone calls and mail from freaks who say and write unspeakable things to her to make her fear for safety in her own home.  I did that, I did it deliberately and consciously because I felt I owned her.  To bend her to my will from hundreds of miles away on a remote island I felt I could control her and make her speak with me.  

She is still being terrorized, please STOP IMMEDIATELY!!!

This blog is a cautionary tale to all those who enter this world

I am still in it, she is not.  One of each side of the coin, yin and yang

She is out of the business completely and no longer drinks piss.  STOP TERRORIZING HER

I killed Tasha by exposing Sheri, my loss but I still love and adore Sheri, always will

I want her back more than anything

I am telling the truth and reconciling with her 

I am telling our story so this never happens to anyone ever again

September 25th 2022 - Going to redesign and relaunch this website.

In the future, idrinkpiss.com will no longer link directly to this blog.  

Instead it will link to a top 5 Amateur Piss Drinking porn stars web pages.  I have @polysure signed up, @pisswhore, @kateandkyle, @stepfatherBR and @YellowMorning as well.  

Draft landing page:

 

Progress so far - Posted local ad on facebook warning this was for an adult site, got one response from a friend lol.  Have to think about that...So I went to freelancer and posted a job with explicit description.  Hired someone from India, about 20 minutes later was fired from freelancer.com!!!

 Look at this list, where am I on this list???

1pm update

Chatting with web developer in India.  Negotiating about the price now, been an interesting discussion.  I keep thinking to myself I could do this myself but then I remember what a job I did...but I am blowing my budget on one contractor...be smart!  

New template:

Another one

Another

Here's the ad that got me fired from freelancer:

Latest

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"Who are We"

September 24th 2022 - Welcome Polysure from Fansly!

Polysure is an awesome piss drinker !!!

Here is her link

https://fans.ly/r/Polysure

September 22nd 2022 - #FreeXXX

Somebody has read my blog and called me a monster for what I did to Sheri.  They are right, I was a monster, drunk with power and ripe with callousness and indifference.  I'm not that person anymore.

I have turned over a new leaf, I'm a changed man from the one I once was.  I don't touch alcohol and in just over six weeks it will be one year.  After drinking for 40 years it is making a big difference in my clarity of thought and feelings towards Sheri.  I can be a better man and I can be a better husband for Sheri.

 

I will address them one by one in the order they were posted:

Anonymous has left a new comment on your post "November 21/22 2021 - What does Sheri want?":

Dude - leave this poor woman the fuck alone. You are a crazy unhinged loser who doxed this poor woman and posted videos of her drinking your piss for the world to see. . You suck and are toxic. She deserves better

I did suck and I was toxic, that's why I dumped Sheri in the first place because I felt I was a toxic human being and she deserved better.  That was in 2015-2016, the moment she dumped me I regretted it.  She felt and still feels, abandoned by me, that I let her go.  How could I have done this to my angel?  Well I did and I tried everything to make up for it and win her back but she divorced me in 2017.  I have been trying non stop for over six years to get her back.  She didn't talk to me for I think two to three and a half years.  Now she is and is willing to see me.  I can and am a better person because of her.

 

Anonymous has left a new comment on your post "November 23rd 2021 - I failed Sheri, again.":

She divorced you because you are a garbage human being and a massive fucking loser. Leave her the FUCK ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!

You are right, that is why she divorced me, she was done with me.  Well, now she needs me, just like I needed her she needs me and I want to be there for her.  I was a loser and a failure, I'm not anymore.  I have started my life over again at 54.  I can never leave her alone, I care too much about her, she is my angel, my flower to water and nurture. 

 

Anonymous has left a new comment on your post "November 24th 2021 - Custody":

I'm glad you lost your bitcoins. It's karma.

Maybe it is Karma, I am slowly making my peace with it, gets less painful each day.  

Also - she didn't look like she was enjoying your piss in any of the videos.

You are wrong about that and I have the videos to prove it.  

You suck.

I never should have exposed her, that sucked, that ruined everything.  That was after I lost the last 100 Bitcoins in Quadriga in January 2019, by March I had doxed Sheri on this website.  I wanted her to obey me and I was desperate for some of her attention.  Pathetic excuses compared to what I put her through.

 

Anonymous has left a new comment on your post "November 25th 2021 - Sheri and I aren't going to be rich":

Hahahaha. Lost a good woman and your bitcoin - well deserved. Now leave her alone and stop harassing her loser

I have been carefully going at her pace for over a year and a half.  I am not harassing or terrorizing her like some crazed fans are still doing.  I am wooing her back to me, is that so wrong?

Anonymous has left a new comment on your post "December 24th 2021 - Day 4/10 Christmas eve":

#FreeSheri

#FreeSheri, I love it!  I am going to set her free of the situation she now finds herself in.  #FreeSheri of me?  Never.  Sheri and I #WeAreUs.  We are one, we are two sides of the same coin, yin and yang.  

Anonymous has left a new comment on your post "September 22nd 2022 - Sheri update and response to posts":

You're a monster. I feel so bad for poor Sheri. 

I was a monster, I'm not one anymore and I'm going to prove it to Sheri by wooing the pants off her.

September 22nd 2022 - Sheri update and response to posts

When I started writing this blog my goal was to get Sheri back.  Why, because I love her, am obsessed with her and quite frankly don't want anyone else.  I went through Lexis, Barb, Cindy, Colleen, couple of others over the last six years but no one comes close.  The relationship with Lexis was an exciting one cause she is such a hot potato, but in the long run it wouldn't last.

For more than a year, since January 6th 2021, I have been talking to Sheri once a week for about an hour, hour and a half at a time.  That has not stopped.  Well, the dam broke this week and I have been talking to her everyday with video, which is really exciting and makes me feel closer to her.

Why do I say the dam broke?  Because Sheri said she will come visit me and will stay for as long as she wants!!!

Why is she coming?  She is coming to get and feel love from me!!!

Why would she want that???  Because I want to give it to her.

I came up with this plan to quit drinking when I was in treatment and going though the AA program.  I felt that I had to give up that which was most precious to me, Sheri, in order to quit drinking.  At the same time I also planned to win her back. 

My plan was: dump Sheri, quit drinking, win Sheri back.  That's what I honestly thought.  What I didn't think of was I was also abandoning Sheri.  If I had connected the word "abandon" I never would have done it, at least I don't think so. 

Regardless I did it and Sheri left me, but even this did not stop me drinking.  Nope.  It took me losing almost all our remaining Bitcoins to do that.  Condemning me and Sheri to a simple, moderate lifestyle for life.  

I didn't plan on or expect to expose Sheri to the world either, that never crossed my mind back in 2015 when I dreamt up this crazy idea at the "Together We Can" rehab center.  I think another reason I exposed her was because I felt I had no other options, I had nothing left.  She wouldn't speak to me, hadn't for a year and a half, I was desperate and this was a hail mary pass.  She begged me not to do and I did it anyways.  Awful, awful thing to do.  So cruel, callous and uncaring.  I did not imagine the horror and fear that this would put her through and continues to this day.  She still gets mail and messages from freaks who even threaten to harm her.  It's awful what I put her through and I am ashamed of myself for doing it.  Even worse, I didn't take it down for a year.  I even posted her home address for a couple of days until I thought to myself, what, am I insane?

So to answer your question, yes I did publish that, right here on this website.  I didn't contact her dad, or work, or neighbours or the police.  But I did publish it and to this day she still has to live with the repercussions of what I did to her.  I am ashamed of myself, I regret my thoughtless dispassionate action. Maybe I was a sociopath at the time, I'm not anymore.  I'm dry and sober for almost a year now.  Sober for over a year and half and dry for just shy of a year.  My brain is clearing, I take my meds religously daily.  I am a new man.  Literally I am as fat as a pile of shit now and figuratively I feel completely different.  I am different. 

I have had no consequences to my action in exposing Sheri to the world.  Sheri has experienced nothing but terror, fear, shame, embarrassment, mortification, humiliation.  PLEASE STOP DOING IT.  I have experienced none of that, she wants me to feel at least some of what she has gone through.  I have some ideas I can't write about yet so will see.  

I've had lots of help, I've had counsellors, therapists, treatment, pysch wards and drugs, love is the answer.

Sheri and I are going to start a new life together based on respect, listening, love, empathy, compassion and patience.  

My plan was to come full circle and it is happening.  Yin and Yang, Sheri and I are yin and yang, we fit together perfectly.

This story will have a happy ending.

September 7th 2022 - God is Energy, Love is God's Energy

"Connection is more important than content." Zuckerburg said something like that and it is so true.  Make a connection, use it, grow it.  I always ask myself "What are you going to do Alex?" What am I going to do?

Love is the meaning of life, no question about that, should be obvious to anyone.  What feels better than love?  We all want to surround ourselves with love and where do we get love from, other human beings. 

 

I have figured out the meaning of life.

 

What is the meaning of Life?

Love is the meaning of Life

Surround yourself with love

Love is God's energy

Energy is God's love

God is energy

Energy is God