March 20th 2021 - It is just past midnight

March 19th 2021 I finally woke up and realized what I needed to do in life and that is proselytize Bitcoin. 

I also just realized that Sheri is scared of me, she is scared of what I might do next.   She has spoken to me, she was crying as she told me that she just wants to live her life and be happy.  She asked me how did I do that to her.  I abandoned her, I lost all my Bitcoins, I can barely help her now.  How could I have put all her personal information on this website.  She said I ruined her life, she was so happy until I pushed her away.  I couldn't give up the alcohol for her, I couldn't do it and I believed she would have a better life psychically without me in it.  Financially she said she is doing ok.  She said I ruined her life and she hasn't spoken to me since early January. 

I am a predator, I just threatened my best friend Lexis with calling her even though she told me not to.  My friend Lexis who spoke to me almost every single day and was there for me all the time.  She told me, Lexis, call me anytime you need to drink and I will help you.  So did Darcy one of my best friends, Joel, Laura, lots of people really, just call them and I didn't.

Lexis wanted to come see me and I couldn't let her come to my house, I am a pig.  I haven't washed or changed my clothes in months.  I haven't shaved, I haven't opened my mail in at least two months.  

Well I finally found a new lease on life again and that is convincing people to invest in cryptocurrencies.

I am going to put a Bitcoin donation address for Sheri on this website.  How to prove it will be for her?  I will tell the Bitcoin media about it.  Former pornstar and husband who lost 420 Bitcoins looking for Bitcoin and other Crypto donations.  It is quite the story.  Sheri will be famous.  She would not like that but I think it is much more main stream now.  Sheri can stand up for herself.

I can imagine talking to all the Bitcoin media, I might also be famous for losing 420 Bitcoins and for creating this website and my famous wife.

My next story will be about how I lost 420 Bitcoins.  I have written a draft of it, hopefully I can find it.