Barb is coming over to stay for a couple of days. I have mixed feelings about it. She is sexually unattractive to me, just as I am to other women I am sure. After Sheri and Lexis, Barb is a poxie on me for sure. She smokes, a lot. I have never said a word about it though I swore I would never be with someone who smoked. She is very fat, and unattractive to boot. She had breast reduction surgery, men love boobs. Such a waste but that's the type of woman she is. No nonsense, take no prisoners kind of woman. I would take prisoners and negotiate. I don't know what I see in her but she is interested in me. I keep thinking about offering to share my bed with her like I did Lexis. Lexis slept naked in my bed while I slept fully clothed as normal.
Barb knows a lot about me but not about this website. I will probably never tell her about it.
I imagine Sheri's life now, I wish she would tell me about it and share it with me. She fears I will use it against her in the future. I already have so much I don't need anymore. I can't do anything with it, I'm not capable of doing what I'm capable of. Sheri called me a monster for threatening her.
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