It's 3:40am on a Sunday morning and I can't sleep.
It's almost 5pm, Carol is coming to talk about a potential tenant for my new room. Barb wants to move in for a month and try it out in September. At least I think that's what she wants. Barb makes me think of Sheri all the time. Sheri was so beautiful and sexy, a very sexy woman as we all know via her alter ego Tasha. Well now I have Barb and need to make the best of it I think. Or wait for another woman. Pursue Allyson? Somehow that feels like it isn't going anywhere. She is still in mourning for one. Took me four years to stop mourning, plus I have lied to Allyson and I can't retract it. I pretended to be someone I'm not with Allyson and I haven't done that with Barb. Mainly because I am not attracted to her at all other than as a good friend. Barb called me a wimp the other day, "a wimp" she said.
It's 6:40pm Carol has left, she is suggesting George as a new housemate on a trial basis. George is a local icon, at first I thought it was a terrible idea but I have warmed up to it. I would prefer to have Barb come and stay. I don't know what Barb expects of me, I am curious to find out.
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