It's almost 7am and I am thinking about Sheri again. I talk to her all the time in my head still and imagine her replying. I am so glad I have all those audio and video clips of her. I regret what I did to her, because now she is not even my friend. I don't know how I screwed that up so badly other than threatening her.
I abandoned her, I let her go. I would say to myself "stop stringing her along" I felt I had to let her go. Now, 4 years later I am still living with that decision. I'd be ok if she would just talk to me regularly and send me pictures. I could live with her vicariously!
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