November 25th 2021 - Sheri and I aren't going to be rich

I made sure of that.  I gave up custody to 420 Bitcoins for one reason or another when all I had to do was hang on to them.  I knew that but somewhere somehow I lost the plot.  I made sure Sheri and I weren't going to rich when I did that.  Especially the last 100 in Quadriga.  I have less than one Bitcoin left, tragic.  Sheri laughed out loud when I told her.  In 10 years it will be enough to be comfortable but not rich like we would have been.  I wasn't even drinking when I made the choice and decision to give up custody to Quadriga for three months.  Unbelievable.  Unthinkable.  How could I do it?  I will never get over it but I am slowly starting to accept it.  Like realizing I gave up custody, that word resonates, custody, how could I give up custody to so many Bitcoins to Quadriga for so long?  What made me do it?

I was the guardian, the custodian of those Bitcoins, mine and Sheri's future in my hands and I gave them all away, those precious golden eggs, to strangers, crooks and charlatans.  What a fool am I.  What kind of man am I?  I am over fifty years old and I lost 420 Bitcoins that I acquired by 2013.  

What would Sheri say?  First of all she would say when I told you I'm done, I'm done.  I am fighting back against this attitude of hers towards me.  She also says she will never marry me again, once was enough.  Why?  What did I do that was so bad?  I think what it was is she put so much effort into saving our marriage and I didn't care.  I brushed her off every time she brought it up.  I didn't respect our marriage at all.  I respected her, I stopped pissing in her mouth, to a degree.  Not enough to trust her with custody over any Bitcoins...

You only have have to get rich once then the trick is keeping it, wealth preservation.  I was lazy and left Bitcoins on exchanges that were hacked, shutdown and outright robbed. So I guess you could say I have been Bitcoin rich and now I'm not Bitcoin poor so I think Sheri and I will be ok in 10 years time.  So we have been rich, briefly, never saw any physical benefit other than she and I both got houses.  Her's isn't paid off and neither is mine.  I made her a promise that the least I could do would be to pay off her house which I think is about $60,000.00 or currently one Bitcoin.