Interesting News today

Sheri is so desperate for business she signed up with Grubhub, UberEats, DoorDash, AllMenu, Seemless maybe some others, now I am getting really worried about her.  Take a look at this invoice from Grubhub

More interesting is I received a call from an Oregon detective looking for me.  I didn't get to speak to him as he hung up before I got to the phone.  Not sure if I should call him back or not at this point.  Never speak to the police they say as they are just looking to incriminate you.  However, I am curious as I don't think I have done anything legally wrong.  Of course there are so many laws and people commit three felonies a day without even realizing it so who knows.  At this point I can't decide what to do.


Update 10:43pm April 30th 2020

Well I called her and left long messages as well as texted Sheri.  If she doesn't get back to me by Monday, if I can last that long, I will do something.

April 30th 2020 - I think I have found her phone number...90% sure

Now I am obsessed with what am I going to say and what would she say to me.

I hate, despise and think of you as a rapist....That probably sums it up.

I don't want her to be dead to me.

I have to keep re-reading this from my mum

Another review on GrubHub...

What am I waiting for?  Courage I suppose as I know she is going to be violent with me after what I wrote to her, assuming she read it of course and from what I have done:  telling her friends, family and complete strangers about this website.  I would make it private if she would just talk to me and be friends again.  No way my mother says, NO WAY. 

April 29th 2020

Well, she is still ignoring me.  Doesn't seem to care if I tell her friends, family or anyone else for that matter.  I have found a couple of possible phone numbers for Lit'l Bites...

She appears to be surviving if this is true which I have no reason to believe otherwise so good for her. Hope she is ok and happy.

Lit'l Bites Review on Yelp

April 23rd Thursday 2020

Well its's Thursday and Sheri still hasn't called me.  I don't think she is going to.  Justine is next.

Stats out of interest

Sheri is not open today - April 22nd 2020

Can't help but wonder what she does on her days off.  I am still worried sick about Lit'l Bites and her financial situation.

Despair

Despair.  That is what I will feel if Sheri doesn't talk to me.  If she resists this pressure...

Vexed is what I feel right now.  Vexed pretty much sums it up. 

I don't think she is going to call me, its Wednesday April 22nd 2020, its been 9 days since I emailed Mark, Rani and sent a facebook message to Tycie.  I know Tycie got it and read it. Stephanie hasn't read hers and I can't delete it.  That is some strong will of Sheri to resist my pressure.

How many friends and family do I have to tell?

Don't make me do this anymore, please, its enough

Mark, his two colleagues, Rani, Tycie, now Stephanie, my dad?

Please make me stop.

I don't want to do it anymore.

PLEASE talk to me

Sheri wasn't open yesterday...

I can't stand that Sheri won't talk to me

It's unbearable.

I feel like she is punishing me

My housemate doesn't even want me to touch her mail

I think my dad knows about this website, my fault for letting him find out.

So I have Google Admin and my dad chasing after me.  Great...

I'm attracting Google admin...

Not sure why, haven't done anything!!!

I feel like the boy who cried wolf

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I have sent another message out

This time it is to Stephanie Clark, cc Mark McCrary and Rani Romero.

Competition for Sheri...

Face it, she hates me

"You ruined my life" she said to me once.  I didn't ruin her life, I ruined our life together.  I ruined that dream of a life together.  I hope she hasn't ruined her life with Lit'l Bites.

I have to face the fact that she no longer loves me and in fact hates and despises me according to Ellen, a friend of mine.  Right now I don't care if Sheri hates me or not, I want to bend her will into talking to me.

Sheri made a house a home and I lost that.  I have a house now but no home without Sheri.

What if she has become bitter and angry.  I can't believe that because of this picture:

The Beehive station put those hearts around Sheri's cart.  It breaks my heart she won't speak to me.  She changed her number after I got a hold of this picture.  Happier times?  Here she is on August 26th 2019

If she doesn't talk to me after what I wrote to her nothing will break her will not to speak to me.  I just wish I could understand it.  Because I don't, at all.  Well barely.  Its still too hard for her to talk to me.  I abandoned her and she can't forgive me for it. "I can't go back to that."

I keep hoping she has written to me.  Nothing, not a word, complete silence.  Brave.  

Statesman Journal Article.

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Sheri and her good friend Billie celebrating the grand opening of Lit'l Bites Jan 2019

Beautiful picture of Sheri August 2018

I can't help it

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Sheri is open today Sunday April 19th 2020!

I am boxed in

I have to respond, I have to carry through with some part of my threat or Sheri will never take me seriously again. I have no choice.

I miss her

That's the bottom line, I miss you Sheri, deeply.  My mother said my writing sounds like a madman.  It's just my thoughts, as scatterbrained as they are.

I'm at my mum and dad's house, the place where it all happened, or a lot of it happened.

I don't understand why she won't talk to me.  After all we went through together the least she can do is talk to me.  I understand she might feel like she hates me now that I have threatened her but she gave me no choice.  I can't respect her decision not to talk to me without understanding why she won't talk to me.

"You're acting like nothing has changed, I should talk to you everyday."
"You're acting like I'm still your wife, that's not true."

"In your mind you're thinking nothing has changed.

"You should have gotten out of that, that, oh my god. My wife may not want to be my wife anymore. I need to do something to show her that I still want her to be my wife.  What would that be Alex?"

"You have to take smaller steps.  The trust has been lost."

"You know what you are you are not understanding?"  "You have to show me that you are the guy I married.  The first time you got me with words.  Unfortunately I am not that same girl, words no longer work for me...You have done this so many times, you have rarely come through.  Why would I think, you need to change how to woo me back.  You should know me well.  Unfortunately you don't.  I want to give you as much time as you need to do this.  I love you, I would fall in love with you again" - July 25th 2016.  "On the other hand, me getting to the breaking point, hate is a strong word, I disliked you so much.  I would hate you.  You are not giving me the time and space to heal."

"I'm still not feeling it Alex."  "You are snarky and say mean things to me."  "You are basically being the same."

I want to be friends like we used to be but she can't do it.

"I see no change at all."  This was after 6 months of trying.

I believe we have an unbreakable bond, she doesn't believe that...

"I lost my best friend a long time ago...it hurts so bad and feels so bad."

That breaks my heart big time.  I feel like a failure for letting her down.

Sheri is open today! - April 18th 2020 - this is not a picture of her food...